BONDING

Today...
was not good.
Could have been,
about a billion times better.
Now though,
most of the pressure is over.
Thank God.

POSTED 10/05/2011

DEFOCUSED

I'm just a little tired.
Exam today.
And then bus home and such.
I thought about that girl again today.
As I so often do.
Life isn't easy.
But it's good.

POSTED 09/05/2011

I'M OK

Honestly,
I have had self-confidence issues.
Serious ones.
In the past.
But through a lot of stuff,
stuff that happened,
I am now really confident.
In myself,
and the way I am.

More exams next week.
I'm not too stressed.
I know I can do them.
I think I can pass them all.
So I'll try not to worry much.

I spent a lot of time,
this weekend,
discussing my future with myself.
I'm satisfied with what I know,
and what I don't,
and all the possibilities.

POSTED 08/05/2011

THE SUN REFLECTING OFF THE LAWN

I have good friends.
And I love them.
That is all.

POSTED 07/05/2011

THE GIVING SPREE

I wish we could hang out.
You seem like someone I could do that with.

Can I just...
Raise my eyes??
And ask for that to happen?
I don't think branches drop wishes.

Trees are just empty shell without silver soul.
So it can't help me with you.

I mean...
Only God can??
Right??
That's what I believe.

But He doesn't just hand out gifts.
Like the tree dropping apples.

This I know...
Don't I??
From experience??
Because He is righteous.

And God is simply love.
He'll show me you when time is right.

So then...
Will I pray??
Raise my eyes??
My hope is in Him.

POSTED 06/05/2011

AND THEN SOME

Now I can breathe a little more.
I just did another exam.
Passed it I think!

Had good food today.
Came up with really random thoughts too.

Mused quite a bit!
About life, and love, and why.
And realized that everything is sorted.
I can't change anything.
And things come as they will.

POSTED 05/05/2011

ONCE AGAIN

I relaxed today.
I won't be tomorrow.
I will be stressed.
So I relaxed today.

I thought a lot.
About life.
Summer, music, and you.
So I thought a lot.

I spent money.
A t-shirt was bought.
A present to myself.
So I spent money.

I missed you.
Not that you realize.
But I do that.
So I missed you.

I wrote this.
A poem of feelings.
As I can't express them.
So I wrote this.

POSTED 04/05/2011

AN UNEXPECTED PARTY

I love it when I have an unexpected meeting.
Particularly when it's a certain female!
That happened today.
Was nice.

When I see her, I always get a song in my head.
By The Beatles -
"Got To Get You Into My Life".
Funny that.

She seemed pleased enough to see me.
And didn't mind talking.

In other news...
Eh...
Hmm...

I'm pretty sure it rained the day I died.

POSTED 03/05/2011

THE ENDURING LOGIC

Exams start tomorrow.
Fun times.
Not to worry, I'm prepared.
I am strangely focused.
Can't wait for them to be over though!

I'm still smitten.
But pushing that to the back of my mind,
for now.
I must focus!

I'm so focused though,
that I have nothing to write here.
Unless I write about Porter's 5 Forces.

Rawr!
I is dinosaur.

Ok laters electro-diary.

POSTED 02/05/2011

THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT

So can one little action I do,
affect something slightly related,
but a million times different,
in a way that has nothing to do with it?

I would hope not.
I just hope that things will work out.
That everything will be ok.
I pray every night.
That things will work out.

Today, I learned something.
That someone in Manila had delivered a message,
from me, to the band Switchfoot.
Along with other peoples messages too.
But it's nice to know that Switchfoot
will read something from me.
And understand who their fans are!

Quite happy today.
Tomorrow is intensive study.
Exam the day after!

POSTED 01/05/2011